“I cant see my head above my waste”—- crossfade (starless)
Dont u pity ME!!!
What else is left…
My heart is heavy, my bones are weak…i just cant seem to speak. The votes are in, we did not win, and all thats left is this failed marriage. I have no choice, yet the choice is mine, I will not look behind. I gave my all more than the rest, but in the end my all wasnt the best. As I look upon all thats been done, all I can say is this…its been fun,its been real, but it hasnt been real fun. Im done
What I love most about rivers is, you can’t step in the same river twice; the waters always changing always flowing. But, people I guess can’t live like that we all must pay a price, to be safe we lose our chance of ever knowing…what’s around the riverbend?
- Pocahontas, Just Around the Riverbend, Pocahontas (1995)
:)
Too many rules
I’ve never been the girl that followed all the rules. I know who I am and what I’m not and I enjoy being me…on most days. There are so many expectations we hold, rules, moral codes we live by but I dont want to live by other ppls and I’m not forcing anyone to live by mine. I am getting too old for games and I am way too old and set in my ways to change! I just wish everyone could write things off as easily as I do, but hey, I dont hold it against you. Remember how we PERSONALY think and feel is our own interpretation of what something or someone has said or did, I dont hold my own feelings against anyone and its done me just fine. As for the rules on love, friendship, choosing sides… to this I say…FUCK THE RULES. I am not afraid to burn bridges im just afraid of who gets burned in the process. Thats just not my problem anymore to cater to depression, to feed the drama queens, to determine right and wrong according to YOUR point of view. Im the type of girl who breaks rules and I dont give a fuck about your rules anymore.
I
can taste your lips, my heart skips
as my fingertips brush over your hips. No reprieve
as your body heaves as you breathe. My arms interweave
with you as my mind disbelieves it’s you. I feel your skin pebble
as my hands go rebel exploring, adoring, lust roaring, heat soaring;
…
I need a cold shower ;) wow! Okay im gonna think baseball instead ;P
(Source: rakuli)
This makes me sick I dont know the “truth” about what that little girl went through but her mother is not innocent! Maybe she didn’t kill caylee but I think she knows who did and how. She will live with the truth and itll kill her.
In so many places the faces fill spaces,
Weave laces with their traces
In ways that debases the pace as I try encase the fact,
Accept with some tact, not feel like I’ve lacked
From not knowing exactly who these people are and why they act.I’m not a social expert,
More a social introvert…
Fantastic!!! Stroll on down my way ill give you a smile!
(Source: rakuli)
